Carol, my wife, my love, my sidekick, part of me is with you now. The other part will be hard to carry on but as always we managed. I will miss the fights and arguements dearly. I watched you rise from hard times to a great job where you made many friends and was loved by so many. That was proven in Hanley's. You were truly loved. But nobody can nor will they ever love you like I did. The last few years,w hile you were in treatment, it drew us closer to where no words can explain. I'll miss you makikng Christmas, for our family. I'll miss you being next to me. I'll miss you fighting with me, but one thing I'll always have is you in my heart and cherish those memories forever. I was told by so many that I was your rock, you could have never made it this far because the way I done things for you. Babe, that was the easy part, because I got it from you, to never give up. And if I could have you back again, I would do it again in a heart beat. I know now that you are painfree, fright free, and in peace, when I look up in the sky where our trailer is, where millions of stars can be seen. I will have no problem locating you. You will always be the brightest star ever, because thats the way you shined light on us all. Look down upon us and always guide me, I love you Carol. And always will till we meet again, babe. Love You Always, and forever, JJ