Dear Carol,You know their so many people that miss you me for one.It's hard when you speak to some one on the phone every day for years.You have been a very good best friend to me.I go to the phone to call you,what did we fine to talk about we always found some thing or someone.When I called the last few months you even answer when the pain was so bad.To hear you talking in so much pain and never gave in to it.I said I wish I could take your pain even half of it you said I wish to still had your humor once in awhile.You suffered and never gave up.Remember last year you called me and said did I want to go to the cemetery in LI, you and JJ was going to Edna and David and you knew my mom and dad was there.JJ Janine got out found the grave.You and I looking for my parents you go to talk to JJ I'm still looking all of a sudden I'm standing on their grave not thirty feet away.Look at this now your in charge to put the flowers on my grave when I go. I'll be right here and I know you come out here all the time.You wasn't suppose to go first.Then he took you away.Your pain is gone your at peace he knew you was suffering and he only takes the best.I know he must have a special job up in heaven for you, he knows how good you are.your pain is gone and thats what is important,it broke our hearts to lose you so soon.Your pain free and at peace.I know your looking down and I know you'll be fine cause you always fit in with everyone.Your with many many people you know and love.Give moo my love check on him.Love you my friend and miss you more than you know. Joan