Mommy is it possible to not understand or ponder who I miss more? I miss you both equally terribly. I wish you were both here to start this new journey of my life with me. I feel so jipped. I just wish I could make it all go away and makebit all disappear. I wish I could go back in time where I had everyone right here where they belonged. Please mommy send me some comfort tonight and let me feel your presence with me tomorrow. I love you so much and miss you even more.