Love Always, Janine on 12/20/2007

Thanks, for the times that you've given me. The memories are all in my mind. And now that we've come to the end of our rainbow, theres something I must say out loud. You're once, twice, three times a lady, and I love you. Yes, you're once, twice, three times a lady, and I love you. I love you... When we are together, the moments I cherish with every beat of my heart. To tuch you, to hold you, to feel you, to need you... Theres nothing to keep us apart... You're once, twice, three times a lady, and I love you. I love you.. I remember you used to love this song, and pretty much any song that Lionel Richie sang. Mommy, you're three times a lady to me. You'll forever be in my heart, in my prayers, and on my mind. Until we meet again Mommy. Christmas is in a few days. I just can't wait for this all to pass. I feel like I'm living life in a daze. I'm going on like I'm ok, but I do know that I'm beating myself up inside, but I have to be strong for us. I have to carry on, forcing myself to fully believe you're okay. I'm hoping for signs, but at the same time, trying to keep a close eye that I don't miss ones you may have already tried to send. I love you Mommy, with every single piece of me, Yesterday today, tomorrow Always... Say hello to Grandma, Uncle David & Papa too... I love them too.